Happy Halloween

 

 

Well you'd want to see the big bag of trash my daughter is wading herself through....

Mammy isn't even helping her this year...

And to make matters even better,

Its not even bothering me!!

 

I had to settle for yummy fish cakes made by my own fair hands...

 

I've always loved Halloween. 

 Until nine years ago,that is,  when my Mam decided it would be a good evening to drop dead.

She was only 57 years old, and it was completely out of the blue.

I,m only telling ye this as I was on so much medication at the time I really didn't even have a reaction to her death.

That's the thing!

 I had to take antidepressants to control my cataplexy, which  it did.

My cataplexy was about 85% controlled, which was great but it came at a huge price....

I was completely numb to everything.

Being that untouched by sadness,

 leaves its own mark.

Sadness is an emotion we have to go through,

 even if its just to appreciate happiness??

So I have just one more antidepressant to get off, Then my feelings will be my own....

Good, bad, or indifferent..

 

This week has gone really well so far.

My energy is way up.

My cataplexy is at about 75% controlled,

And apart from taking one 20 minute nap a day, I've had no EDS at all.

 

See yawl.....