41 Days
Well folks do you want the good news, or the bad news???
Well my good people.... the good news is.... I finally went off the last of my antidepressants last Sunday the 4th of November...
The bad news is....... I went back on it today, the 10th of November....
I had a tough week, but still nothing compared to b4 gluten free!!
I had an appointment with my bio-energy guy on Monday.
He was delighted with my progress to date..
And I have to admit, I was kinda chuffed myself too!
I really wanted to be at least day-time med free by now,
but I'm just not controlled enough without it!!
but I'm just not controlled enough without it!!
I fell in a heap in the bank on Friday.
When yur man was telling I'd have to email this one and that one...just to set up a direct debit...
When yur man was telling I'd have to email this one and that one...just to set up a direct debit...
I was just thinking!
"ah sweet mother of f***,
I just want to pay a shaggin bill,
not write a letter to the friggin queen"
Well as anyone who has experienced cataplexy attacks will know!
You can't just think things with out consequence's!!!
Just that thought was enough to have me slum pt over the counter....
The next thought was!
"OH shit, its a long way to the ground,
oh crap I hate tiled floors"
Meanwhile, I could feel yur man looking at me!!
That became my next thought
"oh Jesus yur man must think I'm a freak"
Then there was no more time for thoughts......
Bang I was on the ground, contents of my handbag all over the place......
A hysterical woman, didn't know should she say a rosary or call an ambulance...
Instead she just roared so no-one could miss the very ungraceful, me in a heap on the ground!!
And I was right about the tiles!!!!
But guess what????
The lovely man who couldn't do anything for me before,
set up my direct debits, and anything else I wanted done, without the need for all the emails and sh*t......
Happy days...
I think next time I need help with anything, I'm just going to lie on the floor and let them do it for me!!
lol
But it does really give a great opportunity to tell people about narcolepsy!!!!
I'm a one woman awareness campaigner!!!
I really did struggle this week though.
I was even more tired than I had been since going gluten free.....
So I bit the bullet on Saturday and took 1 10mg anafrinal....
I think I will stay on it for a while more.
I guess 10mg of day time medication is a lot better than 640mg of medications per day.....
Anyhow...
I will love ye and leave ye...
I'v got to catch upwith things....
chat ye later....
"ah sweet mother of f***,
I just want to pay a shaggin bill,
not write a letter to the friggin queen"
Well as anyone who has experienced cataplexy attacks will know!
You can't just think things with out consequence's!!!
Just that thought was enough to have me slum pt over the counter....
The next thought was!
"OH shit, its a long way to the ground,
oh crap I hate tiled floors"
Meanwhile, I could feel yur man looking at me!!
That became my next thought
"oh Jesus yur man must think I'm a freak"
Then there was no more time for thoughts......
Bang I was on the ground, contents of my handbag all over the place......
A hysterical woman, didn't know should she say a rosary or call an ambulance...
Instead she just roared so no-one could miss the very ungraceful, me in a heap on the ground!!
And I was right about the tiles!!!!
But guess what????
The lovely man who couldn't do anything for me before,
set up my direct debits, and anything else I wanted done, without the need for all the emails and sh*t......
Happy days...
I think next time I need help with anything, I'm just going to lie on the floor and let them do it for me!!
lol
But it does really give a great opportunity to tell people about narcolepsy!!!!
I'm a one woman awareness campaigner!!!
I really did struggle this week though.
I was even more tired than I had been since going gluten free.....
So I bit the bullet on Saturday and took 1 10mg anafrinal....
I think I will stay on it for a while more.
I guess 10mg of day time medication is a lot better than 640mg of medications per day.....
Anyhow...
I will love ye and leave ye...
I'v got to catch upwith things....
chat ye later....
